1st Blogpost : On an Uneasy Day
Tuesday, 27 August 2013 | 23:55 | 0 comments
While resting, le boss phoned me. In which after the phone call, seriously feeeeeeling uneasy till now. I guess this feeling won't go away until tomorrow. He wants Jasmine and me to meet him to talk about what we will do at work in about 1-2 months time.
Our work are basically based on china tourism in Singapore, ironically, I personally don't like PRCs. China has a new law in which they are not supposed to do shopping tours in Singapore. This affects our company severely. And now, I don't know le boss is going to ask me to get unpaid leave till things get better or whatsoever. I can't imagine and I can only hope for the better. All the debts, that has to be paid on monthly basis, is showering all over me, somehow, already feeling suffocated. If I were to really lose this job, I think I really have to look for the next job real fast. Or else, I really can't survive.
Mummy's birthday is during the October while boyf and my anniversary falls on November. I really hope I can really put a smile on them during these 2 occasions.
I'm a free thinker, so I am not gonna pray or say whatever bless me. I just hope for the better. I have been trying to improve myself, and I really hope things will treat me well.
Signing off,
Desperately uneasy me...
